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Now on my plate:
The Revolt of the Public
Polysecure
Principles
Clean Energy reading
It’s a lot, but I’m playing catch up. Who knows how much I’m retaining, but I’m getting exposed to the words and ideas so maybe something will stick.
Putting myself out there
The approach goal is gone. I can count on one hand the times I tried to approach last year. I’ll resurface it if things change, but my energy can be better used elsewhere for the time being. If there’s a cutie at the supermarket, I’ll definitely give her a smile with my eyes and invite her to cook a meal with the ingredients in her cart. Other than that, I’m good.
A theme that has kept coming up for me is trying to find somewhere I belong. I need to double down here. Being a lone wolf is cool, but it will only take me so far. So I’m trying to get involved in different things.
Last summer, I started Muay Thai. I did this, yes, to learn how to fight, but also to see if I meet some cool guys. I was consistently going twice a week up until the holidays. I’ve been traveling a bit, so I haven’t been back since. We only did bag work, but it would be cool to do some sparring. I haven’t been in a fight since I was 9 years old, so I’m likely to shed a tear after getting kneed in the abs or boxed in the face.
I’m also about to start a motorcycle class. A fun idea of Midwest’s. Now I’m actually thinking of going all in and getting a used bike to ride this summer once I pass the exam. I’m considering a 300cc bike. I wanted to go electric, but I think the torque on those will fling me into oblivion with a simple flick of the wrist. I went shopping for gear the other day, and the sales rep was telling me about the biker community. I’m down to check it out.
I also signed up for a few business organization memberships recently. I’m just trying to get involved any way I can and see what sticks.
I also reluctantly got on IG.
Work
Work is still last. I took advantage of some good opportunities and got some visibility here. I made a mind map of a potential path I could take, but I don’t know if I want to follow through other than the fact that I don’t know what else I’d be open to doing. Work is funding my personal exploration though, so I trod on.
必死に頑張るしかない。